2012… Strange to think that we are sitting here at the beginning of a new year. That another one is down in the record books.
My mantra for the year is: “Never get so busy making a living that you forget to make a life.” I have been reflecting a lot over the past 48 hours, something about New Years makes you do that for yourself. I realized how much I spent the last 4 months of 2011 working my ass off. 80 hour work weeks, 5 hours of sleep on a good night and barely seeing my friends, hardly holding up conversations with family. It is strange to think how quickly a few days can turn into weeks, weeks fade into months and all of a sudden the year is over.
Now there is nothing I can do about the way I spent those four months, and I am sure that there are many things I missed out on participating in but there are steps I can take now to make sure things change. I realized as I rang in the new year with an old friend and some new found ones how important making time actually is. Making the time, making the effort to share your life with people. Humans are by nature social creatures. I had pretty much eliminated that aspect of my life by limiting my schedule to pretty much work. I did luck out, I found some amazing co-workers who have single handedly helped me maintain my sliver of sanity. But it is also because of them that I want more for my life. I don’t want to just walk through my life anymore, I want to thrive in it.
Right now I am scared out of my mind. 2012 is going to bring new adventures, new challenges. I am about ready to push past any comfort level I have had and reach for something new. Right now I am struggling with that, it is a risk, it is a gamble, it is an all or nothing type of deal. What I am realizing right now however is that it is better to try to have it all and lose than to sit on the sidelines and wonder what if.
Resolutions:
1) Make a life, it is okay to work hard but remember to allow yourself to live your life. Find my PASSION.
2) Enjoy more, laugh more, love more 🙂
3) Patience
4) Smile every day, a REAL SMILE.
5) Restore faith in myself.
My resolutions are not going to come true over night, they are things I will get to work at everyday. There will be days I fall apart, there will be days where everything seems blurry, but there are days I will succeed, there are days I will exceed expectations. Remember there are always two sides to a coin, a yin and a yang to life. So do what you have to to take the steps forward.
“A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step”- Lao Tzu
Come along with me on a journey, an adventure, a new beginning 🙂
Hope and love
K